It didn’t mean anything / It was nothing; it was Nothing / I wish for nothing to be said, and everything heard and felt. / Nothing can be said. Nothing is heard and felt, and nothing is in the everything. / I promise that everything is within the Nothing. / It was nothing. But it was how something is eager to be, moving-happening-opening-up-and-to the everything. / I was making something else; I was making someone else; I was . . . / And the -thing, the -thinging of every not. With some it was a hoping. / It was Nothinging. / I wish I could tell . . . / You’ll feel nothing; You’ll feel Nothing. / How everything nothings.











































I got it all mixed up.We spoke on the phone.
I loved hearing from you . . .
but I’m scared now.


























Don’t pull me by the hair like that!
I can never have it how I want it.


I’d like to stay here.
Can I say it again?


Come back and dry my hair.
All of this is for you.

































I wanted to look like you.
I’m always looking for you.









almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost, almost,










Sorry. I forget who I’m for . . .




































my white flowers.